Sunday, July 10, 2005,
'End of Small Sanctuary' from Silent Hill 3 is such a great song to listen to while in the train.
Anyway, just now Xinyi called me to ask me how to cook curry. xD Then she asked me whether I talked to Jia Lu yesterday (I felt really guilty cos... Ah, better not say it here, she might see it. >.>)
I'm so glad I'm not trapped in this love nonsense.
Love... Is just a word used by us humans to put our insecurities to rest.
A simple 'I love you' from a person makes you feel secure, but what exactly is their 'love'? Is it just sexual attraction?
Now, you may think that I'm just saying all these cos I'm a bitter single or something, but I'm just doubting the power of this 'love' word everyone uses so freely.
Sure, it would feel great, having a guy laying his head on your lap while you play with his soft (or not) hair (or maybe vice versa).
Do we really need feelings?
In my opinion, feelings are mankind's greatest weakness. Love. Infatuation. Crushes.
But they may be our strength, too.
But I may be wrong. I'm just waiting for someone to prove me wrong. Or even prove me right.
'Love' has the power to make someone extremely happy or extremely sad. It allows you to experience great amounts of 'jealousy', 'possessiveness', 'pleasure', 'sadness' and 'happiness'.
Honestly, I don't know whether I should deem humans strong or weak because of this.
*feeling pessimistic* >.>;
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