I just watched King Kong yeaterday, and I must say, it is a nice movie.

So anyway, I'm feeling rather weird today. I think it's a feeling of resentment.

Like she's slowly taking my father away from me.

I... I don't know how to feel, I guess. I never felt he was that close to me in the first place, so why should I care, right?

But I just can't seem to leave the fact alone.

I don't wish to watch her talk to him, and him talk to her; the both of them conversing and treating me like I'm not there.

I don't want my him to keep making me do all the fucking hard labour, and letting her do all the light ones.

I don't want him to treat her like a princess, and me, like a maid.She isn't even related.

Why is he doing this?

Is it because he was exiled from our home?

It's like 2003 all over again.I don't want to go through all this. I can't do it anymore.

Why can't I just have a normal family life?

I want that so much.

Dinner with your family on weekends, vacations during school holidays...

I want it all back.

I'm sorry I took it all for granted.

Never will I ever let my children (if I do have any) go through what I am going through now.

I want to go home. I don't want to stay here. I don't wanna come back.