[mood| listless]

I got scalded by hot oil at work yesterday. :(

[mood| exhausted]

I mean, look at what we do at work. D:

We draw a bikini on my dear Indian Boy (complete with pubic hair sticking out of the bikini bottom and the 'bulge').



And then we found a beige colored balloon that's shaped like a dick and we went and put white mocha sauce on it.

Yeah well, I guess I'll come back here a while.

Been kinda busy recently, and I've been really, really tired. I need some time alone, I guess. To the extent that I've been avoiding my handphone alot.

And yes, first post after 3 years ftw. That'll give my archive something to choke on. :D

Guess I'll post more stuff soon.

Oh, btw. Navigation's just above the first post. Dunno why the layout's like that. Guess I'll change it if I can.

I just watched King Kong yeaterday, and I must say, it is a nice movie.

So anyway, I'm feeling rather weird today. I think it's a feeling of resentment.

Like she's slowly taking my father away from me.

I... I don't know how to feel, I guess. I never felt he was that close to me in the first place, so why should I care, right?

But I just can't seem to leave the fact alone.

I don't wish to watch her talk to him, and him talk to her; the both of them conversing and treating me like I'm not there.

I don't want my him to keep making me do all the fucking hard labour, and letting her do all the light ones.

I don't want him to treat her like a princess, and me, like a maid.She isn't even related.

Why is he doing this?

Is it because he was exiled from our home?

It's like 2003 all over again.I don't want to go through all this. I can't do it anymore.

Why can't I just have a normal family life?

I want that so much.

Dinner with your family on weekends, vacations during school holidays...

I want it all back.

I'm sorry I took it all for granted.

Never will I ever let my children (if I do have any) go through what I am going through now.

I want to go home. I don't want to stay here. I don't wanna come back.

I have doubts about collecting the PS2 tomorrow.

Yeah, my sister apparently paid for the PS2 already, and we were supposed to collect it. $280, and modified already. We were supposed to collect it tomorrow, and the 'guy' was supposed to call her, but he hasn't. Maybe tomorrow? Hopefully it will be fast.

Anyway~ I managed to get Gackt's MOON album. It's really good. I love Soliel, Noah, The Speed Master and Doomsday. And death wish and Missing and Rain and Lu:na.... You get the point.

*hai ya~* I'm gonna get a haircut soon. How should I cut it? Like the one below?



It's interesting, and my fringe is long enough.

Maybe I'll do that?

Yeah. If my sister isn't gonna collect the PS2 tomorrow I think I'll pop by Jurong Point and go to EC House. (Supposed to cut my hair at Tony and Guy by trainee but Denise 'put aeroplane' (fang fei ji a.k.a. pang seh a.k.a. zhuai a.k.a. abandon) me. ;___;

Hmm... That hairstyle? Or something punk?

I think I'll do that Gackt hairstyle. :b

*flees*

I suck at Flash and singing with other people.

Yeah, as you can see, I suck at those two things. But I'm alright with narrating.

Which reminds me.

THE BLOODY LIT PLAY WAS FINALLY STAGED TODAY AND I 'ZHAO XIA'-ED (lost control of my voice) WHILE SINGING THE STUPID FINALE SONG!!!!

But my narrating part was fine, so phew.

By the way, something has been bothering me for quite a while.

...Is thinking of blood for no apparent reason abnormal? I think it is, ne? But I dunno, it just comes to my mind once in a while but I find it weird because I don't really like pain. Well, most of the time, anyway.

But really, this blood thing has got to stop.

Let's think positive things!

Vanilla, for example.

Vanilla ice cream on a hot day, melting.

With Gackt beside me. Yum.

Er, I mean PHOTOSYNTHESIS HAHA OMGWTFBBQ.

I should learn to keep these things to myself. ^___^

Anyway, I sign off now.

Operation: Wet Blanket was a success!

Okay, here are my results!

English - 55/80 (Got back P2 and Letter only)
Maths - 35/100
Combined Science - 50.5/100
Combined Humans - 32/100
P.O.A - 64/100
Chinese - 59.7/100

I failed two subjects but who cares, I passed English and that's all that matters. xD

And yes! I passed my Chinese! A miracle! Though I wonder whether my other grades will pull it down.

Anyway, Da Jie brought my Zen Micro down to the Creative HQ today and...



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THEY'RE REPLACING MY PLAYER WITH A NEW ONE!

But they're gonna take like, 2-3 weeks - maybe a month. But anyway, I didn't have a receipt and stuff happened, so ssh. It's a secret!

Oh, check this out.



Reno in his full glory. <3

And this.



Don't you just love blood on stuff like that?

I can just imagine her talking to her teddy bear.

"I was a very bad girl today, teddy."

"Very bad."

"I killed Mommy and Daddy... But it was their fault though, they just wouldn't praise me! Now look at me... I'm covered with blood."